Dream Plaza/The House of Pain

The House of Pain

(Third-person perspective throughout) (I was female in the dream) I dreamed I was a half-mouse person wearing a school uniform. I was in a room, inexplicably holding a report card. Then a sexy, somewh

This dream was originally written in Simplified Chinese.

Translations are AI-generated and may not capture every nuance.

(Third-person perspective throughout) (I was female in the dream) I dreamed I was a half-mouse person wearing a school uniform. I was in a room, inexplicably holding a report card. Then a sexy, somewhat scantily clad female teacher told me to sit down. I sat down for no reason, and the teacher started asking me questions, but I couldn't understand what she was saying, so I just stared at her blankly. Then she seemed to say I was an idiot or something and needed to be punished. I didn't resist. She tied me to a table, then brought out life-sized scissors and knives covered in dirty bloodstains. The scene inexplicably became very eerie, and the female teacher's face turned into a big bad wolf, revealing sinister teeth and dripping drool onto me. Then I watched her dismember me and sew me back together. Throughout the whole process, I was screaming and trying to resist, but she held me down and messed with me. Once I was sewn up, she let me go, and I was kicked out, looking completely bewildered. I went out and saw a very winding corridor. Many corridors were connected together like a honeycomb, linking to various rooms. Now, many people were coming out of the rooms one after another. I ran into a middle-aged man. Seeing me, he smiled and came over to talk. 'Unfamiliar face, you must be new here?' I didn't answer, just nodded. 'I can tell at a glance you're new. Do you know where this is?' I still didn't answer and shook my head. 'This is XXX (I forgot). Everyone here has to strive to become miserable, whether mentally or physically. Only by becoming the most miserable person three times in a row can you leave this place and return to the world.' I nodded, seeming to understand. The man told me that time loops back here every so often. It was still early, and if I wanted to, I could go experience other rooms, so I went. I walked into the nearest room and found myself turned into a gorilla person, tall and burly. I couldn't even recognize myself. Then I saw many gorilla people surrounding a small monkey. The little monkey seemed to be the boss, and everyone was extremely respectful to him. Seeing me at the door, the little monkey waved me over, gesturing that he wanted to whisper something to me. He made me bend down, and then this little monkey bit off my ear. I suddenly covered my ear in disbelief. Then I found my body was out of control. I saw tentacles wrapping around me one by one. I slowly lost my breath, watching the tentacles tear open my skin and drill into my muscles. Finally, my vision was completely filled with tentacles, and then, covered in blood, I was thrown out. At this time, the man appeared again. He asked me what this room was for and why I went to suffer, what was the point? I asked him when the loop would happen, and he said it was still early. He said we were actually all pitiful people with no hope of getting out. He was among the first batch to arrive and had never seen anyone leave. I didn't believe it and argued with him. I felt that someone absolutely must have gotten out, that it must be possible to leave. The two of us started bickering until the loop was about to begin. Alarms sounded in the rooms, and everyone obediently went outside. Only then did I see that the outside was actually a void, a pure white nothingness. Beneath our feet was a cliff, and then the places we could step on suddenly started shrinking. We all fell down. Except for a few, I didn't even hear anyone scream. Then my vision went black, and I woke up as if from a nightmare (not really waking up). I saw myself turn into a mouse person again: dismembered, sewn up. Then I didn't want to go out, so that sexy female teacher just kicked me out (actually, thinking back, it felt pretty good). I saw the man again. This time he was soaking wet. He asked me why I was still in this room. I said I didn't know. He then taught me that there was a box at the door, and before jumping off the cliff, I should grab the tag for the room I wanted to enter, otherwise it would be random. I said I understood, and then I experienced two more rooms (I forgot the contents). Before jumping down again, the man and I had another argument. This time the topic was still whether anyone had ever gotten out. No one paid attention to us. Then, when I jumped down this time, I felt like I was glitched and stuck at the very bottom. I seemed to see a part of the world. I saw someone get out, and the system asked him if he wanted to return to the world. The person said yes. The system began to explain that he now had two choices: 1. Choose to be a spectator, where you can watch how others suffer, and return to the world when you've stayed long enough; 2. Return to the world directly, but the current world is full of instances everywhere and is very unsafe. That person chose to be a spectator. Then a door appeared. I saw many people inside sitting on beanbag chairs, holding popcorn and watching a screen. Then that person walked in and grabbed some popcorn. But I seemed to see myself; if it were me, I would also choose to be a spectator first. Then I woke up again, still in the mouse person room. Then I saw that I had died, and just when I didn't know if I would resurrect, I truly woke up.

Symbols woven through this dream

Dream Imagery

  1. Rat person

    Rat person

    Creatures

    梦境的开端,叙述者变成了一个半老鼠人的形态,穿着校服,手里拿着成绩单,暗示着一种不被认可或失败的焦虑感。

  2. Teacher

    Teacher

    People

    一位身材性感、穿着暴露的女老师出现,她对叙述者进行审问、惩罚,甚至将她分尸又缝合,象征着权威的压迫和对叙述者内在的审判。

  3. Scissors

    Scissors

    Objects

    一把等身高的、粘着脏脏血迹的剪刀和刀被用来对叙述者进行分尸,这是施加痛苦和毁灭性打击的工具,加剧了梦境的恐怖感。

  4. Honeycomb corridor

    Honeycomb corridor

    Places

    叙述者被赶出房间后,来到一个曲折、多房间连接的蜂巢状走廊,象征着迷宫般的困境和不断重复的痛苦体验。

  5. Uncle

    Uncle

    People

    一位大叔出现,他解释了这里的规则:必须经历痛苦才能离开,并透露了时间回溯的机制,他成为了叙述者了解和探索这个痛苦世界的向导。

  6. Gorilla person

    Gorilla person

    Creatures

    在另一个房间里,叙述者变成了大猩猩人,并被一群猩猩人围绕着一个小猴子,象征着一种原始的、被控制的、失去自我的状态。

  7. Tentacles

    Tentacles

    Objects

    触手缠绕并撕裂了叙述者(大猩猩人)的身体,象征着无法摆脱的束缚、侵蚀和最终的毁灭感。

  8. Void

    Void

    Places

    在一次回溯前,叙述者看到外面是纯白的虚无和悬崖,象征着一种终极的未知、坠落和绝望的境地。

The author has interpreted this dream privately

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Originally I was just wandering around with nothing to do, and walked to a room to watch a teacher dancing a dance I really like. I was just watching him dance, but as he danced he suddenly pulled me in to dance together, saying this was the dance club and I was already a member, which left me utterly baffled. Then he suddenly said no playing on phones. I was already dancing and wasn't playing on my phone, which left me even more baffled. Then he confiscated my phone, and the phones of all the students nearby, and continued dancing. After a while a teacher appeared at the door, he checked that we weren't playing on our phones and then left, and then the dance teacher gave our phones back to us. Then most of the students left, a few were just playing on their phones, leaving only me dancing. I thought this dance club teacher was really quite pitiful, how come it was just me left, so I stayed a bit longer, and then left. Then I went out and saw it was raining outside, and the people from the school next door were preparing for exams (our school was two high schools sharing one school's grounds). Because I was wearing my own clothes, and passed by many people from the other school (their school strictly required wearing uniforms, our school wasn't that strict), I attracted a lot of attention. Then I suddenly got a message on my phone. I opened it to look, and it was sent by a principal. The principal messaged me to say: I saw the provocative post you made last week. Let's settle this once and for all with this exam! Go collect all the exam papers and put them on my desk, I will go look at them. I was very baffled, really, because I had never written a provocative post, much less would I go provoke our principal. We all called that teacher "Zhang Bo". His surname wasn't Zhang, and his name had nothing to do with Bo, it was just because he looked like a classmate surnamed Zhang, and he himself had a doctoral degree (boshi), so we called him "Zhang Bo". Who in their right mind would go provoke a teacher with a doctoral degree? Looking for death? Then I replied to him saying I had never provoked him, and I had asked around, our school didn't have any exams recently, where would I get exam papers for him to write? The teacher only replied with one word: Oh. Then he told me to find exam papers and put them on his desk. I really felt it was baffling, but still went to look. I took exam papers from the school next door and went to find the teacher's desk. Halfway there I walked into a tower, and in that tower I saw two teachers arguing. One was our music teacher, she was our student council teacher, and the other was a Crow Teacher. He wore an elegant black suit and spoke very politely, many students liked him. (Not meaning that the music teacher was unlikable, the music teacher was also very nice, she was also very liked by everyone.) Then I heard the conversation between the two teachers. Music Teacher: Why on earth did you come to our school? Because of you someone in our school even died! Crow Teacher: This matter itself has nothing to do with me, you know that. Music Teacher: Why on earth did you come to our school, because of you our whole school has been infected with bad luck! (Because Crow Teacher was our school's mascot, and other schools' mascots were all white, only our school was a black crow) Crow Teacher: You'll have to ask your principal about this matter, he's the one who hired me, I only came by invitation. Then I remembered, a short time ago it seemed a student had committed suicide by jumping off a building, but it didn't cause too much of a commotion, the school seemed to have suppressed it, not many people noticed. With the music teacher saying this I remembered, why did that student jump off the building again? I forgot. But this wasn't important either, my current task was to go deliver the exam papers. Then I seemed to have found our principal's office, but I ran into the principal on the way. Just as I was about to give him the exam papers, he asked me, do you know why I'm called "Zhang Bo"? I said I didn't know (actually I was just answering along with the teacher's question, I said it earlier. I knew the answer, I was just curious why the teacher would ask this question). Then the teacher gave an answer I never expected. He said his name's English name is actually spelled "Li pai". I was so baffled, I really had never heard this name, and no matter how you spell this "Li pai" it wouldn't be "Zhang Bo", right? Before I could interrupt, he just kept talking to himself: "Actually 11 years ago I was in a car accident. I luckily survived that car accident. At that time I was originally about to die, but at the very end I struck a 'Dog Faction (pai)' pose, and then I survived. Then I was truly speechless, so your "pai" really just means faction (pai)? And here I thought the meaning was so profound? (Translating for foreigners, pai is the pinyin for faction) And what's with this dog, he drew the original movement for me, it was just a normal body stretching forward, it had absolutely nothing to do with a dog, okay? And if we're talking about a dog, how did it become "Li" in the English name? ("Li" and "dog" have absolutely nothing to do with each other, okay?) It left me utterly baffled, and then I bafflingly woke up.

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4/8/2026

Agent 233-chan!

I dreamt I was an agent, male, and there was someone I liked at my police department. (In the dream's setting) the person I liked was very beautiful, with sky-blue long hair, and so gentle. Then there was a murderer who kept targeting our department. He kept provoking us, and then he threatened me to enter a building all by myself. This building had 6 floors and was almost completely dark inside. There were two elevators; the suspect used one of them. To catch up with him, I planned to use the other, but as soon as I got in, something felt wrong, so I came back out. I decided to head to the other elevator, and just as I went over, I saw it coming down. I immediately raised my gun, aiming at the elevator doors, waiting for them to open. Then I actually saw the suspect, and for some reason, the elevator she was in had lights—it was very bright and pretty, a sort of hotel color. The suspect immediately raised her hands in surrender, saying she wanted to take me somewhere, or else she would do something (I forgot what). I had to agree. Then the two of us took the elevator to the roof. I told her she'd better just surrender, but she said she had originally planned to commit suicide here, but I ruined it. Then the police arrived; several helicopters shone their floodlights on us, and the bottom of the building was full of police cars. She looked back at me and smiled, and then I escorted her away. Then my colleagues and I were chatting. I said I was really unlucky, and my colleague agreed. Then the person I liked rushed over, expressing how worried she was about me, asking how I was, and then we got together. She even took me back to her place to wash up and sleep, because I didn't have a home at all; I usually just slept right at the department. Then, while I was still at her place, another murder happened, again targeting a colleague at the department. But because I had just finished the last one, the boss let me take a day off, so I stayed at her place with her all day. On the third day, I went to the department. As soon as I got there, I saw someone delivering packages—it was takeout, lots and lots of lunchboxes. The lunchboxes looked very nice, with a mix of meat and vegetables. Although they looked cheap, they were very appetizing. The people in our division happened to be hungry; someone opened a box and was about to start eating, then I heard a scream. The lunchbox was thrown to the ground. I immediately picked up the lunchbox closest to me and rummaged through it. Under the vegetables, there was a lot of 'gluten'. I could tell at a glance that this bloody gluten had been extracted from a human body. And there were enough of these lunchboxes for everyone in our department to have one. I glanced at the lunchboxes and estimated there were about 50 or even more. For some reason, at that time, my girlfriend was already pregnant, and it was my child. I told her not to look, not to get involved in this case, because she was going on leave. Then, for some reason, I suddenly saw a part of the future. I saw us looking at hundreds of bloody shoes in a box by a farm for a long time. We also saw many pigs on the farm, and we guessed that the suspect probably fed the victims' bodies to the pigs. Then I heard my girlfriend call my name. She asked me how the case was going. I couldn't answer her; even though I saw the future, we still didn't have any clues right now. I had to give her a perfunctory answer and continue pursuing the case. Then we found a clue and chased the suspect to an abandoned building. It was a really huge building. And for some reason, I suddenly became a woman, and I didn't feel it was strange at all, as if I had always been a woman, and I was also pregnant. Everyone else wore suits and shirts to work, but I was wearing a purple plush dress. Then the suspect used some unknown threat to make everyone obey him. He made us stand on two sides by gender, line up, and face one direction. Wherever he walked, the people there had to turn their backs to him. Then he used one person to show us how he extracted the 'gluten', and then he slashed our clothes open from the back one by one. When it was my turn, the feeling was just too real. I didn't feel pain; he only slashed the clothes, but the tip of the knife drawing a cross on my back felt incredibly real. I was really nervous. But then the suspect suddenly surrendered, and I don't know why. Then, except for the people handling the case, the rest of us went downstairs. As I was going down, I saw my girlfriend. She was playing with water nearby downstairs; maybe she just happened to be in the area. So I went to find her. My colleague even teased me that I forget everything the moment I see my girlfriend. (At this point, I was a man again.) I rushed up and hugged her, saying I missed her so much. Then we went home, and then I woke up.

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4/8/2026

疑惑的追杀

梦见我遇到了一个杀人犯,然后那个杀人犯在杀人时候不小心把血溅我身上了,但是我逃掉了,而且没有被他发现。 然后,有一次,警官过来问我说,问我有没有看见那个男的。我回答警官,没有看见,因为我不知道那个杀人犯是他。 因为我不是很爱干净,回家后我把那件衣服就扔在了个衣服堆里面。其实,我当时也没有发现那是在杀人,直到有一次我发现家里味道有点不太对,臭臭的然后就把那件衣服翻出来了,也发现了血,然后我又打算去警察局报案,说我看到了线索。 然后去警察局的时候,我发现我家门口那个警察局其实很小。 而且里面甚至没有人。我们在门口等了一会儿,才等到有人过来。然后我跟他们说我可能有那个杀人犯的线索,我要报案。然后,他们边马上把我带去另一个地方,那是一个很繁华的街口。路口,然后那个路口有好几个高楼。就是用玻璃支棱起来的,很高的楼,很漂亮,很大。然后我们去上面聊,我把衣服送给他们之后,他们不知道为什么又聚集了很多人在那里,都是很年轻的人。然后,要求我们扩建这个警察厅。 可能是我最近基建的游戏玩多了,玩那个终末地一直在基建。然后我也梦见我在我在梦里面就一直在扩建这个地,然后时不时还会有那个警官过来监督我。但是,那个警官总是会有监督,就很烦,然后我就不基建了。假装自己在睡觉,我就回家睡觉去了。 不知道为什么,突然从现实变成游戏,然后我就整个人就站那边,突然停下来了。然后就看见自己把手从鼠标和键盘上拿下来,然后看屏幕上自己停下来了,然后我就去睡觉了。然后一觉睡醒,继续玩这个游戏,然后我整个人又重新进入这个游戏世界。 然后,不知道为什么,我还遇到了那个杀人犯,我跟那个杀人犯和他聊了两下天。好像还跟我分享他的杀人经验,但我忘了。 然后,我梦见我是一个大叔,就是那种抠脚大汉。但是不知道为什么,我穿着女装穿的很漂亮很漂亮的女装,而且还化着很好看很好看的妆。然后,我就变成那种非常漂亮的高冷御姐。然后,有个男孩就很喜欢我,他跟我想和我一起走,想把我带回家。我假装答应了他。在那小男孩在有个桥上散步的时候,我他把眼睛给蒙住,然后当众就开始脱衣服。我把那那套女装脱了,脱的只剩下T恤、裤子,然后穿上自己的鞋子,然后又当众扎了头发,卸妆,就赶紧跑了。 时间回溯,我再一次经过这个桥,但这一次,我是一个女孩子,很温柔,很善良,没有依靠,住的地方还很破,那种典型的女主。然后经过这个桥,看见有 两个人找我搭讪,但我很害怕。然后就有人帮阻止他们,然后就赶紧跑掉了,然后回家的时候,我梦见我有个朋友。 然后,我那个朋友好像不是很喜欢我了,因为我有点摆架子。我明明很善良,但是在朋友面前就是忍不住摆架子,然后就被朋友讨厌了。因为这样子,我们两个就吵架了。后来,朋友因为这件事情在家里和家人也吵架了。然后,她就退学了。我很难过[流泪],因为我发现在学校里原来除了她没有人和我玩了。 然后,就忍不住找有一个男生玩,因为那个男孩子之前和我讲过话,但是无论我怎么跟他讲话,他好像不是愿意很愿意理我不愿意孤独[流泪]。那个男孩子。经常各种女孩子回家,然后就跟他说,要不你也去我家玩吧?他说,好呀,可以去他家玩,我就答应了。 然后结果去他家的时候,他突然开始强奸我。但是还没强奸成功,突然又有个男的过来给了他一下,然后他们俩开始打架,然后就突然变成了超能力者之间的战斗。 然后,两个人突然就有了超能力强奸我那个男的超能力是,只要每上一个女的他能力就会更强一点。然后,另一个男的能力我好像有点忘了。总之,很离谱,很恶心,反正他们两个就开始战斗,我就趁这个间隙逃掉了,最后是强奸我那个男的胜了,我也成功逃跑了。 我就赶紧回家,但是在回家的路上,我又遇到了麻烦事儿。我梦见今天在大桥上找我的那两个男的,找到我家来了。 他们似乎很不爽,我当时没有理他们,他们就找到我家里来了。他们把我带到我家附近的一个废弃大楼,在一个铁架子上,把我摁在地上,开始打我,但是打了两下,然后就开始讲什么事情了,忘了。 然后,他们的老大就来了,明明两个欺负我的是小混混,老大居然还西装革履的,穿着还挺帅,有一个大风衣。然后,我不知道为什么,他们就是要杀我玩,把我杀着玩,然后把我把我推到那个高台上。 然后,我突然想起来,之前在那个超能力者之间战斗的时候,我在逃跑的时候也是从高台上跳下去的,但那个时候,不知道为什么,我有个能力可以和动物们亲近,然后。在那个高台下面,有一只鹿,我跳下去那个鹿就用自己的能力在空中把我接住了,然后就让我安平安无事的走了。 但这次他们来,他们把周围的动物都清理掉了,然后和我说,这回可没有东西接着我了,我要是跳下去,我就真的死了。然后开始跟他们聊天,因为是死人嘛,他们说愿意满足我最后一个愿望,然后就开始跟他们扯闲聊,扯这扯那的。反正我是必死之,也聊的都是他们感兴趣的事情,然后他们后来有点嫌我说多了,问我到底要许什么愿望,不许马上就把我杀了。 然后,我就从高台上跳下去了,很不幸[流泪],我是背面着地的,然后地上还有一个尖刺,直接把我贯穿了。那是一个立在那里的,一个铁棍,长方形的一个铁棍。嗯然后,那个老大真的很震惊,打算下来看我,给我一个痛快。 他下来了之后,他拿出了枪。然后我跟他说,能不能用枪打我的脑袋,让我死的没有痛苦一些[流泪]。他只是让我不要打断他说话,他似乎还有话想告诉我。但是其实我当时一个字也听不清,也听不进去,只觉得自己的血一直在流失,感觉自己体温越来越低,视线越来越模糊。 然后他就不知道说了点啥,然后拿枪指着我的脑袋,然后啪打了一下,结果空了。 他很震惊,然后拿枪连续对着我打了好几下,结果每一发都是空的。他才意识到有人耍他。 他赶紧上楼,然后不知道为什么,这个时候脑海里突然回想到一段一过段以往的事情。其实这段我经历过。之前的时候也是。我也是被他们几个弄在上面,然后下来。但那一次,那个老大的枪是实心的,他确实把我打死了。然后以灵魂状态的我就看见他上楼,然后他就被他的一个下属杀死了。然后,这一次他也上楼了,我觉得他下属也可能要出手,我就还提醒他小心点,结果他还是死了。 然后,那个老大的那个下属就出来,然后我就跟他说,原来你成功了。他问我,我是怎么看出来他想杀他老大的。我怎这么说得出来啊?我就只是笑一笑,就没有跟他讲话。 然后他可能还有点舍不得杀我了。我躺在地上流血,他倚在那边的门口看着我,看了好一会儿,才把我杀了。 然后我就醒了

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4/8/2026

An Adventure Story

I dreamt that a partner and I were in an abandoned building. I was preparing to go from the first-floor lobby to the top floor, but when I went over to look, I saw that the middle of the building was hollowed out, as if it had vanished into thin air. Then we just jumped straight up, but as soon as I got up there, two dark shadows attacked. I suddenly felt a bit powerless, so I immediately took my teammate and started running away, with the shadows in hot pursuit. After fighting for two rounds, the shadows just grabbed me. I was tied up in a van, but my vision wasn't blocked. I saw the van drive into the mountains, passing through a giant stone gate. Behind the stone gate was a nearly 45-degree downhill slope and extremely high iron railings. After a while, we reached the destination. Someone got me out of the van and threw me into a place. There were many people here. I observed their expressions; they didn't look angry or sad, just like they were trying hard to figure something out. I went up and asked, only to find out this was an escape room, and they needed to escape from here. I stepped forward to help think of a solution and opened a room. In that room, you couldn't touch anything, but you could take things that dropped automatically—they could save your life at a critical moment. I didn't know why either. The room looked very small, but there were many iron shelves and junk boxes filled with various things, making it very hard to walk through. When we finally made it through, we looked up and saw a gigantic clown holding a baseball bat. I took the lead, turned my head, and ran. The clown chased after us madly, sending people away with one strike of the bat each. Everyone finally realized something was wrong and started shouting loudly for help, but no one came to save us, and no one paid any attention. Halfway through my escape, I suddenly saw that I had returned to the starting point, the very first building. I needed to go upstairs. This time I was very cautious. As soon as I went up, I started fighting back and successfully drove away the dark shadows, but as soon as the shadows left, I returned to the starting point again. Could it be that I had to go with the dark shadows? But suddenly, an extra piece of memory appeared in my mind, the memory of the people who attacked me: they were two young girls. I didn't know why they wanted to kidnap me. They knew I was strong, so they started collecting items before I arrived. They had two items: one could make me weak, which explained why I had no strength at the very beginning, and the other could hide them. But they felt it wasn't enough, so they found a monster in the building, killed it, and got an item that could enhance themselves. Then they hid. They were actually hiding above the lobby. Because there were no lights, it was very dark. One of them could control water, and the other could control gravity, making the water float on the ceiling while they walked on the water's surface to observe me. After kidnapping me, one of them actually left the van because they had an argument. I couldn't even tell why they were arguing; it seemed to be because no Sichuan peppercorns were added during a meal? Or because someone didn't pass a tissue? Anyway, the reason for the argument was ridiculous. Then the other girl just threw me straight into the room. Then I woke up from the memory. This time, I went upstairs and caught the two girls. I made them drive in front and take me to the stone gate, while my teammates and I followed in our car. This time, as soon as we entered the stone gate, the two girls suddenly sped off in their car. Just as I was about to chase them, I saw a little baby on the ground, looking like it had just come out of the belly. I couldn't bear to leave the baby alone, so I got out of the car and carried it away. (This was my first time holding a baby, and I was super incredibly careful.) But as soon as I picked up the baby, I saw that my teammates were all gone, and the car was gone too. Then the stone gate seemed about to open. I immediately took the baby and hid. The baby didn't cry or fuss at all, just wriggled around in my arms. Then I saw a familiar car come in; it was the two girls' car, followed by my car. The two cars came in one after the other and just drove away. I was completely stunned, and in that moment of distraction, I returned to the very beginning of the escape room. I started solving puzzles to enter the room again, but this time, a girl, for some unknown reason, relied on me heavily, treating me like the boss and following me closely, as if she would die if she didn't. Then I survived with the girl. But for some reason, the whole room suddenly collapsed. I saw that everyone was perfectly fine. Outside the room was a lawn with many chairs set up, and someone was sitting in the very front chair facing us. It was my geography teacher, although in the dream he claimed to be a language teacher. He told us to write our recent experience into an essay, so I did. The title was 'The Balcony'. It was roughly about me looking at the scenery from a balcony, seeing mountains, water, villages, and wisps of smoke, and then connecting it to the experience just now, writing it as something I saw, and then ending it. After handing it in, I just hid, waiting until the teacher graded my essay before getting closer to everyone. It turned out the teacher was actually reading it out loud on the spot. My friend even said I had gone off-topic and might only get a passing grade. I said it was fine, I wasn't afraid of failing, and then continued listening to the teacher read my essay, while thinking to myself that if I had known, I would have gotten closer so I could hear what my ridiculous classmates had written. As soon as the teacher finished reading, I woke up.

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5/2/2026

Time Flowing Backwards

I dreamt I was in a kindergarten, looking to be about kindergarten or primary school age. The teacher told us to take brushes and draw on a large table, so I went to draw. (It was just dusk, and the sunlight shining into the kindergarten's toy room felt incredibly warm and cozy.) I claimed a good seat and a palette of paint. A photographer also wanted that palette, but I refused him. Then he (the person I like) arrived too, (much younger than in reality). He sat next to me, seeming very close to me, and then he started drawing as well. That photographer was right beside us, taking pictures of the two of us. The teacher asked us to draw something circular, so I planned to draw a round window with a landscape inside. Halfway through drawing, I saw him draw a circle next to me, and then he scribbled it out. I asked him why he scribbled it out, and he said he wanted to change it to something else. Then he took out a game, saying he wanted to beat it; when you reach a certain ending, there's a circular icon, and he wanted to draw that icon. Then I just watched him play the game for a while and woke up.

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4/8/2026

Snake Shadows by the Window and the Lost Dormitory: Surreal Dream Analysis

Yesterday I dreamed we were living in a house. The room had a large floor-to-ceiling window, and right outside was a massive mountain teeming with animals. There would be animal droppings on the windowsill, which I would pick up and put into bags. One day, the window was left open. A small black banded snake slithered past the droppings and came inside—it flew in. I urgently told the other two people in the room to open the door and escape, but they didn't move. The little black snake drifted over to me, and I nearly peed myself. Suddenly, a dog appeared, bit the snake, and swallowed it, but the little black snake kept struggling. Out of nowhere, a human hand emerged from the dog and pinched the black snake's head. I quickly had someone bring scissors and snipped the snake's neck off. Terrified that the severed head might still bite, I cut it open right along the mouth. Later, I went to check and found the window still open. I cleared away the droppings and shut it, though I noticed the window next door was still open, which made me a bit anxious. Then I went to take out the trash and dump the droppings, but I got lost in the dormitory—I wandered from room 402 into room 502. Previously, I had a dream about a lollipop shaped like a cabbage 🍭 with nine snake heads growing inside it. And during my first pregnancy, I dreamed of an alien calling me 'Mom' twice.

Nightmare

Nightmare: Former Company Becomes a Restaurant, Rescuing a Drunk Chubby Guy

My biological clock woke me up after I had a nightmare. My former company had turned into a restaurant, and all my colleagues were working there. One colleague was drinking with a chubby guy. The colleague must have been dizzy from drinking; he called me over and said, 'Whatever you do, don't let the chubby guy pay,' and then he passed out. I took the chubby guy to the door to hail a cab. He was also drunk and tried to rush out into the rain, but I pulled him back and asked him where he was going. At this point, the dream became incredibly exhausting as I tried to fill in his address for him. I used all my willpower to type it out, and finally, an A4 paper with the filled-in address appeared. After filling it out, I noticed the chubby guy was no longer drunk; he was completely sober.

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5/16/2026

This noon dream was so real it left me terrified after waking up

I had an incredibly real and terrifying dream during my midday nap, just thinking about it now makes me scared🥹\n\nIn the dream, I was taking a rideshare back, and the car suddenly collided with another car on the road. It was a sharp bend, and it forced the oncoming car off the cliff😌 After the crash, the driver didn't stop. Instead, he took me along as he fled the scene, and I didn't dare say much.\n\nAfter driving for about half an hour, the car suddenly stopped. I still held onto a lucky thought, wondering if the driver had finally found his conscience. But it turned out he just drove the car to a place that looked like a gathering point. At the time, I still didn't realize it was a scam. I asked him if I could just pay the fare first and call another car. He said, then give me 1 million! I said why😓 If not, let's just call the police. He said you can call the police, no problem. But the call just wouldn't go through. I thought my phone was broken at the time, so I asked to borrow a phone from a woman next to me. The people around just said, it's useless, don't even think about it...\n\nOnly then did I belatedly realize that he hadn't found his conscience at all; the place was full of scammers, and I had been roped right in. They told me that unless I coughed up 1 million, I shouldn't even think about leaving, and I would stay here forever.\n\nI was surrounded entirely by women, both old and young. I asked one of them how long she had been here, and she said over ten years. At that moment, I completely broke down, with only one thought in my mind: I might as well be dead.\n\nThinking of the people I had just seen the day before, I felt in a daze that it was probably the last time I'd see them, and I was so devastated I couldn't breathe. I regretted why I hadn't been better to them! I didn't even know if I'd ever have the chance to see them again in this lifetime[可怜R] The intense despair and sense of reality crushed me until I couldn't catch my breath, when suddenly the alarm rang, and I jolted awake, my heart still pounding wildly. Thank goodness! It was just a dream. It was really too scary, thank goodness it was just a dream, so terrifying🫠

Anonymous
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4/25/2026

The Virus-Infected Village and the Nightmare of Pursuit

In my dream, it was the village where I lived as a child. Many people gathered in the village; everyone was expressionless, as if controlled by a virus, attacking anyone they saw. They held stones in their hands and smashed them violently against each other's heads. The bloody and violent scene was utterly terrifying. I hid everywhere, but those people spread out like a virus, completely devoid of human consciousness. I ran desperately until I was exhausted, but there was an endless stream of people chasing me from behind. I felt so desperate. Stumbling and crawling, I crossed a ditch. After getting onto the bank, I hid behind a haystack to catch my breath for a moment. Soon, the infected people spotted me. I had no choice but to gather my courage and keep running, heading towards my grandmother's village. On the way, I saw an astonishing sight: hundreds, perhaps thousands, of magnificent horses galloping towards me. All the horses were draped in incredibly long, glossy, light pink hair. The hair on their four lower legs was also exceptionally long; only the hair on their thighs was short. They just galloped towards me like fast-moving clouds. With no time to think, I quickly dashed into the river ditch and climbed up to the cornfield on the opposite side. The corn seedlings were thigh-high and grew sparsely. By bending down, I could hide from the crazed humans. Feeling slightly safer, I ran madly deeper into the field. Later, I arrived at my grandmother's village. This village was much quieter, seemingly not yet contaminated by the virus. I rested for a moment in a hidden spot. When I looked out again, the people outside were already acting strange, their eyes glazed over. It wasn't safe to stay here for long, but the environment outside was not good either. There were ruined walls and rubble everywhere, as if it had been through a catastrophe. Just then, a cold gleam flashed before my eyes. A machete slashed towards me. I barely dodged it, scrambled to grab a wooden stick, and fought back with zero technique. There was a thicker stick in the distance, but I failed to grab it several times. Later, somehow, we called a truce because we both realized the other was a normal person. Interestingly, the other person was a girl with short hair, wearing an army-green combat suit, looking very tough. So I had a companion. We hid in a truck to rest. She patted her shoulder, letting me lie down to sleep. Soon she fell asleep herself. How could I dare to sleep? I looked around vigilantly. Sure enough, I saw two trucks coming from the direction of my village, filled with infected people. I shook her awake. She immediately prepared for battle, but my sixth sense told me we couldn't defeat them. The girl, however, didn't seem to think that much; her expression was normal, showing no fear. I said goodbye to her and prepared to find a safe place. Heading east was the direction to the city; perhaps there would be a glimmer of hope for survival. Stumbling along the way, I barely managed to stay alive. Ahead was a river with clear water. Corpses were bobbing up and down in it, their faces soaked pale by the river water. I wasn't very scared, but I felt disgusted. I lingered on the bank for quite a while until I heard roaring sounds approaching from afar. Only then did I muster the courage to wade across the river. In the distance was a deep, dark path shaded by trees, leading to who knows where...

Anonymous
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4/24/2026

Rainbow Flags in the Chapel and Uncontrolled Anger: A Nightmare of Self-Trial

In the dream, today was Sunday, and I went to the chapel for service with my parents. The black rectangular wooden desk in front of me was covered with my things, all objects representing my LGBT identity. There seemed to be many rainbow flags of various sizes and rainbow heart pins. Suddenly I remembered that Christians don't like these things. The feeling was like oil bubbling up from the bottom of the water. Then I smashed them all onto the floor, shattering them, trampling them to pieces. The sound they made was very muffled, very muffled. Then, like a madman, I overturned everything on the desk. There was a pile of small flags on the desk, I don't know what the pattern was, brown, a deadly amount of them, countless. I threw them all on the floor and crushed them under the soles of my shoes, hearing the faint snap of the flagpoles breaking. Hidden inside the desk drawer was a small booklet, eight pages in total. It contained the names and photos of blessed clergy. The middle page was me and my photo. The me in the photo was smiling, it was a pretty good picture. I stared at that smile for two seconds and felt that it wasn't me. I tore the booklet to shreds too, ripping it page by page, throwing it on the floor, and stomping on it many times. I was actually quite surprised to see this at the time, because I had no idea I was in this booklet. The surprise only lingered for a moment before being replaced by an inexplicable anger. The person in the seat ahead suddenly yawned, a very slow and long yawn, and his head leaned against the edge of my desk. I told him to drop dead while pushing the back of his head away; my palms were covered in sweat. Then I frantically apologized to him, a whole string of sorries. Afterwards, I stood up and started slapping myself hard in the face. I pounded my chest and head with my fists, bone against bone, making a hollow drumming sound. I cursed myself for being a huge fucking idiot while beating myself up; I swore I would beat myself to a pulp. Then I walked to the back. My parents were sitting a few rows behind. That day was their first day back from America. I walked up to them, bent down, and shouted with all my might, saying I was having a manic episode. I said everyone in the world was a fucking piece of trash, including myself. Let everyone die. The sound was so loud I thought all the glass in the chapel would shatter. But no one heard. Only my parents; they were in great pain, very quiet. After cursing, I returned to my seat. Today's preaching pastor was a thirteen-year-old girl, wearing a black dress, the hem just reaching her knees. She walked over and asked me a question. I forgot what the question was, anyway it was about Christianity. I also called her a fucking idiot, told her to go die quickly, to go back into her mother's womb and restart. I said a lot of ugly, unbearable things. Every sentence was dug out from my throat. She stood there without any reaction at all. The corner of her black skirt swayed slightly, maybe blown by the wind. The scene suddenly changed. This was an unfamiliar bedroom, a small room in my home in Beihai. A yellowed photo of my mother hung on the wall, my mother was smiling. This place, it seemed I had been here many times and yet never been here. The bedsheets were old, and outside the window there was the smell of the sea. I went mad again and smashed things, I tore the pillow open, shattered the cup, and cursed everyone in the world as fucking idiots. I ran out in the middle of the night, there was no one on the street, and my shadow was stretched very long under the streetlight. I continued to curse at the empty road, everyone is a fucking idiot, my voice swallowed by the wind. Finally, my consciousness told me to post this dream on Xiaohongshu, and not to say it was a dream. I also had to send it to an online friend, a very gentle and nice female online friend, maybe a future online girlfriend. The dream ended.

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4/20/2026

Dreaming of Blanking in Class and Classmates Doing Drugs by the River

Had a fucking nightmare. Dreamt I was at school going over exam papers, got called on to answer but knew absolutely nothing. Then, walking home after class, all the classmates walking by the river were smoking and doing drugs. I didn't dare get close to them, but there were too many people. Someone flicked a cigarette butt and it landed right between my fingers. As the crowd kept walking, there was a traffic jam of people. Terrifying dream.

The Virus Loop: Saving the World and Endless Despair

I dreamt I was in an unfamiliar world, an unfamiliar country, when suddenly an explosive virus broke out. The virus was transmitted from person to person and through short-range airborne spread. The country was underdeveloped and heavily populated; this virus was an absolute disaster. People quickly discovered the virus and began to flee, but it spread so fast that many couldn't escape. Eventually, the people of this country fled to its borders, where there was an abandoned castle. People hid there, but in the end, no one escaped. Everyone died. The virus eventually spread there too. I died too. Then time reshaped itself. I returned to the time before the virus outbreak. I realized that every time I died, time would rewind, so I planned to stop this virus. I carefully drafted a plan and discovered two crucial nodes, nodes that inevitably existed in every rewind. 1. There would be a severe medical dispute at the hospital, then the hospital would explode, triggering a massive stampede. 2. At a government building on a mountain peak, an unknown incident occurred and was reported by journalists. So I planned to stop those two events. First, I went to the hospital. At that hospital, I met a cute female nurse. From her, I learned my destination. Out of politeness, I greeted her, showed a bit of concern, and then left. After trying many times, I finally successfully resolved the first crucial node. But on the very day I resolved it, the second event immediately broke out ahead of schedule, and I was only one person. I had no way to resolve both things at the same time. The disease broke out again, and so I finally broke down. I really couldn't take it anymore. Why couldn't I save anyone? What was all my previous effort even for? Why was I so incompetent? I saw people fleeing across the land in droves. No one survived. The virus took only 3 seconds from infection to outbreak. In just 3 seconds, a living, breathing person would turn into a pool of flesh and blood. So I decided that in the next loop, I would only run away myself. I knew where this virus would eventually stop, so I just needed to get there in advance. But when the loop happened again, my perspective shifted. I was no longer me. I looked at this world through the eyes of a couple. They seemed to be super billionaires. Long ago, they had built their own villa in the mountains far away from crowds, with a closed-loop system, plus ample weapons and food. They seemed to have anticipated the virus outbreak and had been preparing for a long time. They opened their self-built armory, geared up, and went out to do who knows what. Soon, they saw the first living person. It was the nurse I had spoken to before. I felt she looked very familiar, an indescribable familiarity, and then I remembered. This nurse had a younger sister. Her sister seemed to have been a test subject, and then she died. I even remembered how her sister died. On top of a laboratory, there was the culmination of countless scientists' blood, sweat, and tears. It was a vessel, a glowing yellow sphere whose surface resembled a cell's defensive layer, brimming with a sci-fi aesthetic. Right in the center of the sphere was a gap. They tied the sister in the middle of that gap, and then a massive glowing hammer smashed her directly into it. The sister must have first suffered full-body comminuted fractures before being tossed into the solution inside that glowing sphere and instantly dissolved. That was the last time her sister saw her. The process of the sister's death was replayed dozens of times in the dream, until I heard the couple speaking. They asked the nurse why she was here. In the end, the nurse joined the organization the couple belonged to, determined to take revenge on all the assholes who had laid a hand on her sister, and then I woke up.

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4/5/2026